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Divisions

I’ve always loved to portray myself in art. It’s been an obsession for me. Most of the time I’ll just end up in the picture. I don’t give it much thought, it’s a natural occurrence. But what has always freaked me out is my wondering of if the world will take any notice of it. It’s only a different face. I feel like to be noticed I have to change myself, force a difference from inside myself to the outside. I have to portray myself in a way even I wouldn’t expect. This video is another step in that direction. I don’t want anybody to ever feel like they have a 100 percent concrete view of me. I want this video to throw my viewers off.

I shot myself multiple times in different sections of my body to finally build myself to a complete image, a very scrambled figure. It’s a lot like how I view myself. Somehow all of these images strangely make sense. However dysfunctional it may seem, it comes together to form something I’d like people to see me as. It’s always strange to me how I come together through so many different memories, people, and my conscience. It takes many different little fractions of me before you can finally see the complete image.