I suck at updating!

Whyyyy do I suck at keeping up with this? Seriously, I'll be really into it for like a week and then nothing for two weeks straight. How does this sustain itself? Bottom line is, I need more initiative, more willpower, more drive to stay focused. I'll post some more. Maybe I should make it a goal to post once every other day? I got my laptop fixed so it shouldn't be a problem anymore. I need to start downloading music again. I've been so out of the art and music loop because I haven't had my bookmarks. They're back now and I want to share what I find!